Men Sin
Romulus did Remus did
Both the
Wild at heart the boy at heart and
The thing in my chest.,..”.Hello Boys …”
Because blah blah sweet warm and what A
She-wolf she bit me  and from that  inside me ive scarred and  her breasts six and
Me in the middle but
Devil says Sin can save me
My hand holds the branch  that I took off the tree
and in me my breastplate Im holding my breath-plate-platter
Not    now spitting upon it
Inside me a stone-plate till the branch breaks it  bam
a nice break
And outside me and i sweat out
That girl in me      lies down
My blood flows  outside me
That sin in me breaks  her and I break out
Sweating what was her whats outside
Not inside what’s not in my head
No surging fountain  i killed her
And not
Not vixen
Men Sin







When fire comes it is fast
And you cant find the water
You call on the girl
To dance with it she’ll
Dance with it
She likes fire she is
So sweet with  plain black eyes
She kills the morning kills the night
Her  twelve fingers finding poison filling
Your cup up propping your head up
Your lips wont be dry
She says lets sing together
I love  you
And the fire dies






Green ivy.  he and green snake under the peony.
Bitter cold morning... lemon tea
Blood blood moon in the sky
Last night.
No pain .
Ill keep the girl ill protect the girl
Water washes the leaves into the gutter…
Red one one side and white on the back and
Piles of how they fell and
How the wind blew them
Broken up and i think
Im a saint.


A LITTLE HOT A LITTLE DRY PALM SPRINGS
RED HAIR GINGER GIRL ARIEL THE MERMAID POOL   A LITTLE DIP
POOL SPLASHES OUT DRIES OUT IN THE SUN
ITS THE NEXT MORNING AND THE MIM-OSA MAKES SO
I WONT THRO W UP GOD IS A MIMOSA MY FACE ON THE WET TOWEL   DAZE
IT IS ME DIVING IN THE POOL IT IS THE POOL WATER
THAT IS NOW ALL OVER THE POOL DECK DRYING IN THE DESERT IT
IS THAT MORNING IN VAIL WITH HIM  THAT IT DIDNT WORK OUT PEARLS IN THE SNOW I  
CARRY IN MY BELLY AS I
BELLY FLOP HOT DRY DAY IN CALI BABY CALI BABY
BREATHE BABY WE ARE GOING UP WE ARE TAKING OFF OUR CLOTHES WE ARE
A FUZZY NAVEL HAIR OF THE DOG 1OAM FOR GET HIM.

Whats mine today 

Or whats been mine

After that was, or during

What ocean was?

What trip had

And me in what dress

What woman you had 

He had then which

Which was i

That night 

Whose leg i

My

Own hand my own bed

I hold my own foot in my 

Own dress and my own

Blanket while you own 

What girl

X

What broke if

I made it

What stank if

I bathed it

 X

What person called who pretty 

What is that if 

Hes gone

I am that and

Hes gone 

X

Mirror it on one side has no light 

Mirror on one side it is you

Lake under it   is black

And on top it  is the moon

Which then do i wear tonight

When he takes me rowing

Ill wear the one I made myself

In the dark we're going

X

Dress that he can see right through

Dress that he can feel through

Coz that know im not a woman

But a person that can feel too

X

That girl and her 

Me and my rabbit 

My castle my rat my 

Dont you dare

My fort and my knife and 

You can go and i will

       for this cause and keep my 

X

Because it's over and over again and im

And my mind im over and over again until

Im tired and my hands turn it like 

Soap in the bath but over and over again this time yields one skien to love you one skien to love me and im doing my best to love you to love you to love me

X 

Because my leg and then u saw me

My face and then you looked away you on me

My own thing and then im my thing 

Your thing because i am thing i was thing

Now my thing because i said so

 but then you said so and i say so 

look i am so such 

just because one thing i just am 

but other that is other

Look under it is one thing you'll see

im like you like me

X 

Maybe it got made of marble maybe ashes mabye fog 

The fact is that he sculpted it 

A statue of a rumor of a 

Person who I was

When I was

(Have i known pain?

If I have

was it his?

Do you know it too and if you did?

Maybe fog, I did

April Poems

PURPLE ROYAL COLOR

I am in the sky tonight
Im inside your arms
My two feet doing things
That my heroes did before and
I am trying to be good
But im royal at the core
Abs power corrupts absolutely
And its purple and musky at the core
And I'll let you know me maybe
I will dab my nose with the kerchief
The purple kerchief is my shirt over my heart
Maybe I'll move right
Tomato plant grows right behave right smell right im bad girl allright ill be good again
There are two mirrors and they tell me different things i look in them then I forget to then
Let myself love a little like music a little
Let myself wiggle a little do wrong all day
Let it slip away time flies
Im
Away and only sometimes i touch down
I am an airplane landing on this runway now
It touches now it is in the air again im nervous and my stomach in my lungs and my heart in my mouth and then i get ahold and im ok im touching down
The good fight good fight
With myself in purple gloves and purple shorts and sweat and tan and in the ring im up and im down and he whispers in my ear go get em champ and the mouthguard in my teeth and my spit running down my chin and my throat and im fighting to be here im a fighter jet an airplane grab the tiller crash the nosedive navy seal air force commando girl girl boy boy prince king Ace Magician Fool Dog Father Friend Mentor Doctor Surgeon Hang Man
Then away again is it down touching down when i
Is it down when i
Lay inside your arms and i am away inside your arms in the sky
Am i down from the sky?

BUNNY

I am a little different than i used to be my my big ears my round tail
I wash my hands and run my hands over my hands and I dry my hands and I clean
The corners of my house down on my knees and I dont like to look back anymore and I am not ready to move forward yet I'll stay on the ground on my knees alright I'll dream tonight about the wise man I saw with the outfit and about the way he might
Furnish me furnish me
No I'll furnish myself and I'll work hard and I'll make the calls and maintain the
I'm good at this thing I like my napkins fresh and folded I like to make dinner for you I love to host I like to play I'm totally a geisha Im a playboy bunny I dont need need I do need something I'm not getting
where
maybe
I'm living
Fabulously
Maybe the fabulous life I need is in Los Angeles in Spain in Bangla in Rus am I
Where my heart sings? In which country am I at home, really👁  what is home, really  a hole  how is morocco is it alright?        Alone alone         I did it wrong I must be alone rabbit rabbit lay down with your eyes open and your legs sprawled out and hop to the side when startled i startled hop aside and you go go go ahead and then you are far ahead and I'm laying on my front with my hands clasped at my heart and my legs sprawled out on the grass or bed and I am looking to my side waiting for things to come on me to turn right on me im very still waiting for things to go right turn right on me i guess im washing my hands and im in my hands and im drinking the water and ill taste the soap to wash all i did wrong my no regrets my strategy and lack thereof my stairs to climb my own little rabbit path im on a little rabbit path going through the woods my rabbit hole with the corners clean im laying down in it with eyes wide shut my butt is up my tail is fluff im waiting here inside my hole my eyes are wide shut i did it wrong im waiting for i need something i know not what

HUMAN BLOOD

im going to talk about the
Brown stain the faded light brown stain
That blood leaves on
My skip skiip skip to my lou
My little green box
I tied with a string
To keep whats inside safe for you

Me making nice with you
And what is inside the box
And the stain that wont go away but the pleasure of sheets the pleasure of sheets on my skin my present of rocks of little colored rocks in a box with a string itsa ring i love yu my soft stains on my sheets and I even used bleach and he said once how the necklace
Broke in the bed and looking for the beads
And finding all the beads put it back together again and put it back on her neck his queen all that time looking through and sifting through wrinkles in sheets shiny seed blue glass beads half hole theyre half hole and i found them all and the gifts of love and the lights are off and theres dirt in the bed and hes hitting the bed hes cleaning it off hes getting the dirt off the bed hes so good to me im made of seeds and ended up in the sheets and im upside down and all around and just as soft with the lights off my small little box my small colored rocks my little seed beads im tied with a string im stains stains mcgee im old tired blood im reminding you you i remembering to you im blood blood blood