i am a gigantic black snakes
i have electric blue eyes
i am very bad
i have no venom
but i have a big stinger :-P

a joke

a dream

this life

a scheme!

do I smell a pickle? 

are those grapes? 

I know this is a gift

for me 

I love horses 

and you

a man 

says the word

kickapoo

life is a dream

about a horse

who eats a 

grape and 

dies of 

course

i am a necklace of bluest beads
but you dropped me in the river and
i went down stream and now i am in the
ocean and a fish is looking at me!

it has a goatee
it is sitting next to me

if i were a frog
under a pad
in a lake
i would be ugly
and gross and i
would not pick me
up

i would be afraid of me
afraid of hurting me
and of getting warts
and of my weird eyes
that do not look at me
and know who i am
that i am good.

i suppose i would hop
and swim so well
and hide away from
me under the lily pad
forever and i would leave
me alone there and so
we wouldnt disturb us
good girls no longer

feed the baby
change the baby

im the damn baby and im wet

haha im too wet to burn
and so you'll have to leave me
right here

numb like a big log
call me capitan
i fell down awhile ago
now i am wet
and green and
have a mushroom
you can eat
call me capitan
i cant feel it when you
sit on me and im
too damn wet to burn

i was wearing a robe
and the lava touched the robe
and my face was on fire
my face was the sky
it was crazy

i was a dog
i was crazy

last night

i am a


i dreamed that my kimono was on fire
your damn dog bit me

fire is a plug your dog is a pug

my kimono is green the air is blue
i love you

i am a prince
medicine inside and
outside me all over
my body
it's water i love it
i don't have to be rich

i am behind a mountain
o i poke my out from behind the mountain
o i see you
haha i am a  cloud today
in the sky

tomorrow i am a lightning bolt
and i poke my eye all the way down
maybe i hit you
haha

the next day i am a drop of
rain and i fall on to the ocean
i make a mist
then i settle down
and go all the way to the bottom where
it is dark and i am cold

haha i close my eye there and
what i dream i dream of you

im thristy im hungry
i know love
i love tea
it burns me
i talk there
they say i use my toungue
is on fire
my mouth is a baby
it asks for
it gets it
it cries out
it's burning my
face is on
fire i cant smell
your feet
are on my chest youre
asking to rub them
i cant though my
hands are not there
where are they
i think they're
be hind me
like sunset like
demons be hind
me and i just keep
going without
them and doing
without my
los manos without my
friends

plumb
in the desert
im inside a crack in
the earth
the plates come find me
i come find me
im missing
my foot
my foot is
a lizard i cant
find it my sandal
is burning
the smell of the
sweetness
the teat
is on fire
it loves me
it calls me it
is soft i love
that about it
i will die
of thirst

please dont touch me
please hang aroud
please bathe liek
the little guy
did in the bucket
please scald
please pink soap
please small sponge
that i cut from a
big sponge

i beg to be inside
forest
maybe i
am already in one

desert
bitch
again

evergreen
mist

oh mary
big room 

oh mary
all the gold
already in my room

do what my father did

my hands my back
im not nobility

the strawberries were small there
one day you had a leaf
and another you gave me a present
of a rock
when my brother wasnt looking

my mother is never looking
and my father doesnt have to
i am a virgin



where are my flowers

down on my knees
like a worm in the rain
down on my knees
like 50 women

i never killed a man

and my foot planted on the ground
unlike a flower with its roots

and my body carved upon

my god forgive you of your sins
because i cannot cannot

ok i spat in the river
that because it is running fast
i must stay.

my darling do not judge me
because i like to dance with my own dead body

at me
and my names
my pleasure and my pain
God's eyes
and mine are the same
perfect th ings

no more silver.


cup that holds no water



i fill my room with gold

they kill me

slaughter

cup and stick
breast and dick
tools of magic man
tools of common man
tools of mama too

ah, genie
give me one
for I have
sinn

all
oh over me calico mountain
cherry trees on it
and the light goes out
I begin to speak

an old bible that's better
an old bell that's better
rings like it's rung before
gown that i've worn before
hole in the ground
before

deep in my own dream
wringing my water hands
in a strange gown

Valley low enough
Of the dolls

Duck in a wet field,
Taking care of itself

Whole hill by the seashore
Frogs by the sea shore
Jump in the sea shore

You are good.
We are brave, always.

The teacher was reading.
The reaper was reaping.

Hail the dark clouds, son
For they bring rain.

Rote a wheel
Every day i went to the market
Found a flower
And gave it to you

Every day i went to the market
And bought a new dress
Bought a new shoe
Listened to you
Kept myself clean
Began to sing
Did everything wrong

What song

And the fire!
There she blows

Overboard!
The Rose.

big boys there
all over the hill
with all different flowers
all different flowers

my big bag with feathers
my white gown
I wear every day
me, ready. 

sing a song over and over
will i have power, someday?

think a thought over and over
lord, will i be free?

deny and deny
for so long
and then open and purge
for stale bread

bright star
scary lou
little wee
little mee, too

older
and better too

to ask again and again
and then to find

dry flat frogs
what holy confetti
ah ocean water
brown with dirt
what holy champagne

because of how I held my purse
they had to turn away

the king ordered

the statue smelled of piss

all is right in cloudy sky
i cannot feel the rain

like it was
bombed
and bombed
my town
until the rat
and the cockroach
only
and all my belongings

after taking it
ah I kneel

after knowing it
ah i kneel

with knees wet with mud
with hands wet with water

help me help me
father father

i learn to worship properly
on each altar
on your altar on her altar
on altar of the virgin on the
altar of the rose

on a craft haha
on a ship
haha three sheets
and all my treasure
on the water in the wind

follow me albatross
lead me sweet masthead
strike me sweet lightning
sweet poseidon
spare me no
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