then the sea whipped me
for I had done wrong before


but even the bitch sea 
obeys the moon

++++++++++++++++++++++++


one round 
in the ground
another in the sky
one thing in my hand
it's a pizza pie

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one kind of person 
can look at the sun
another can look at the moon
but me and myself, darling
I can only look 
at you
i would give anything for get up and go right now
like a deaf and blind
i want to lay down
like a dirty rock
i want to be left alone
like a plantation
i want to be burned
like ten trees in the woods
in a line
and even
like a man made forest
i want to be cut down
like ten fires in a row
i want to be in a circle
like a fire on my black thing,
you know.
mm my father will forgive me
anyway
like a fire in the wind
like a fire in the wind
i'm doing something
like in the day fire
in the day wind,
in the bright day
i still hurt
like a beacon in the day
you dont know me but it hurts
like a beacon in the day
you dont even know me
the devil
loves true
in his own way
like a beacon

devil does not hate
devil is
wearing a different color
like the devil
i slander
although all
like the devil
i do is love
like the devil
and the hard
straight path he walked
i do what comes easy
and i have the best intentions
the best love in my heart
like a devil
i like the color
red
and like
jewels
like a devil
i leave messes
like a saint
i do all sorts of things
like a saint
 my head is flat
and my head
is tilted
like a saint
i hold my hands
like a saint i am all around you
almost always
and wearing a big clothing
like a saint on the beach
i am following the waves
in and out and up and down
like a saint in a hood
i am walking
a wandering path
through the wood
on to sainthood
like a mouse
through the grass and weeds
towards sainthood
like a mouse
 through the grass
wasted days and wasted nights
champagne flights
having fights
why does wise man smell this way?
why does angel cough
count to ten then go away
fly there like a moth
sky
trees
houses
people
road
rats
subway
i want to take my machine everywhere
and just be on it
ah the moon is the only star in the sky that counts

just try and count the stars
bitch like a melody
sings like a bell

sweet like the sky
sweet like a smell
bitch bell
nice little bell
try and sing to me
about freedom
bitch
about your wedding
about liberty
bitch sing about love
bell, sweet,
sing to me in rings
while you lie
bitch sing to me
tell me you're free
tell me about freedom
bitch bell
on the floor
try and ring
try and tell me
about your
liberty
when i'm in the river i don't do nothing
one you do in a church
one you do in the woods
ah there's
married
and then there's
wed
nice little bell
lay there on the floor
try and ring
like a bitch
im screaming
in the night
like the milky way
i go slowly
across the sky
and am hard to see
in the city
like a starry night
 i move
like a sloth
bitch like a bubbling wine
bitch made to be uncorked
evil's egg

a mirror


i will face evil's egg
repeatedly
i face evils music
repeatedly
i care
smile to my ears
and show you my little teeth
to show you how raw my soul is
how good my soul is
when i'm in the river all i can do
is close my eyes
and make myself comfortable on the rock
when i'm by the river
thing that makes me better
is laying down
getting rained 
walking in the dirt
i get to a cross roads
and i can hear a river and see grass

the sun flattens me
it is bright and the moon is out

another day on the old road
in the sun
on the dirt
near the river
even in your dirt
 constellations