she rode a horse down to the river

rode down into the river 

paid the boat man

lives in other-land

she's my left hand

hi
disobedience killed the girl and right before i cut my self i am an elf i cut my self all from my eye down to my thigh im three feet high im jingle bells a present for it  im bad men smells i hate the men ive laid an egg out from my cut down from my eye it screams for me it creams in it im santa's girl make presents for it delivered to it it listened to me   see me   i cut myself             im dis  obedient
now stroke the wand       cadabra it     zing zing      i am the girl the elf the girl she is the girl             sit girl down girl
stay

I Fell

Oh Pluto,
God of Forgetting

I'll Meet You

Some Back Road
Some Person
Some Day







I am him
I'm Pluto
I'm little
I'm cold and
I'm chocolate
I'm king of hades
I'm a dog
All woman
All god












Pluto hit earth and made the moon
god of all forgetting god and muse of love that rocks the seas that makes me bleed and the shark comes and bites off my leg and I survive and I swim and sing and I kiss you if I get the chance and I'll swallow when I get the chance I drew the seventh wand
today I stand alone i trust the fire in my groin in my heart in my eyes in my faith in my fate in my father in the fact that I will have a son and the sun will rise from his forehead and  his name will be Pluto and my name is Pluto and I bark

i have powers
rule the sea
it parts it
lays down with me
kiss my feet
sea she love me
sing  me song
give me dinner
steal my sarong
love her
blue eye love
her moods
sea she loves me
love her too

my skeleton is black
not like yours
my heart is black
and fucked a corpse
i hate your mom
i hate your dad
i'm in the ground
and i am mad


i am a ghost
i am a bitch
i cause a wail
i cause an itch
i make you cold
in the night
i run my fingers
down your spine
i eat my fingers


i hate the day
i hate the night
ill give you hell
ill give you spite
i am a ghost
ill kill you dead
im very mad
and very dead
my skin has shed.


i have some habits
i have some skills
i have some free time
i have to kill.
i have a baby
deep inside
i have a mouse
with poop inside


i have a purpose
i have desire.

i'm on fire

warm is covered in feathers
warm is covered in toast
warm is three feet high
and is like a little ghost

warm is like my father
like my mother too
warm lives in the ground
and someday I will too

warm is like a billy goat
it dances while it baas
it tells me the future
while it eats my bras

the future is a warm toad
the future does not squirm
i am your future and
i am a little worm

i am a squirrel
i run i run
i hide a nut
i dont like you
i dont like
your dog
i hide a nut
i run
i eat
i go to sleep
i die in
my sleep
im a skel eton
i hate your mom
i hate your dad
i ate a nut
its still intact
i fucked your cat
i fucked your dog
im a squirrel
ghost
my name is
your own

a worm is like a naked person
a worm is like a naked mole rat
i am a worm who knows
where my heart's at
o i know where my hole's at
mortal combat
little wombat
like a tomcat
crying loud

worms are green
worms are blue
worms have
parties too


they are free
they cost money


worms are good
because god made them
fishes like them too
i like worms because
i know them
just like i know you

my dog is like a little worm
who follows me around
she has a friend his name is
worm and he always has a frown
he lives in the ground
i have a problem i have worms
i cannot tell a lie
i got them when i ate the ground
but then i ate the sky

my doggie is like a person
completely made of gold
she is like a memory
and wears the softest clothes
she likes to drink and swim
and play just like a little kid
she is a person she has skin
and likes it when i sin

my worm is like
a family member
very sweet and asks
no questions of me

my worm is like
the moon
its always there

my worm is warm
it stays here
with me
wiggles sometimes
so i know it there


my family calls me
sometimes
my family calls me
worm
my family is a nickname
i gave to my
game
ill learn some day
ill know their names


inside of me i hear
a secret from long and far ago
it tells me that im in the ground
and not a boy or girl
i dont have eyes i cannot see
it tells me that im blind
it tells me that the dirt
tastes good and eat it and don't whine

i get struck im now in two
then im mating with myself
i am two worms im  in the ground
im a little like an elf

im an elf i work for santa
making toys for you
i have white hair and pointy ears
and pointy shoes

i have hammers i have tools
i play the piccolo

i call your name
i play a game
i poke her and she curls

my worm she likes you
she dances well
here on a rainy day
her brothers sisters
everywhere
 confetti
 wedding
 day

my mom is a tree and
your mom is a tree
and there are dogs barking
up them and there are coons
up in there treed and i was
inside my mom once like an
owl maybe is now and there are birds
dancing her fingers around
and mice in her toes underground
and she sings in the wind my mom and
someday lighting will strike her
and the whole forest will
burn down and maybe your mother is
the same forest i dont know
maybe she fell down and nobody
heard that she didn't make one
sound we cant be sure
but the foxes will run out and all
the birds will fly away when the fi
re comes after the lightning strikes
there will be clouds at some point
i was a cloud at one point
a cloud at gun point
my friend is like a shoe
and she was bad and now she got
better and when im outside id
prefer to have my foot inside of her
im inside of her 

my mom is a tree and i am a
bug running up and down her
trunk and i do not get stuck in
the sap! she is a beauty
her bark
it smells so good
there is lots of food
oh no
today i am inside a
cocoon ao ao ao
today i have given
birth to myself
i am a butterfly i must eat
my mother is a tree
but i gave birth
to myself and
now i must eat her
leaves my mother!
no i must dance.
i dance i dance
it rains i hide
my mother took
so long to grow and
i will die tomorrow
nothing of my blue
lives to be too
old
oh my gosh i am
laying eggs i am
dead a person
has put a pin
in my head.
my mother is a
tree and tomorrow
she's a fire and
the next day shes
a pretty shade of
black and then
she kept someone warm
and next she's in the air
and i was in the air
before i am a butterfly

when i was little i
danced on grandmas feet
now if i go to her grave
i can dance on her whole
body what is a field of
grass now and though it
turns into other things
it never ends and i
never will ever stop
dancing on her body

mom the field of grass
is not ending
and i am a fool
for it

you only start fires
underneath very
large trees
with very large
trunks and very thick
bark that curves all
around and i watch
how it curves.

i am a blonde girl
in the sunshine today
in the shade though
under a big tree...
i am starting a fire
i have been in the creek
today
i saw my father
from far away
i do not eat
anything that
would stain my
white dress
ever 

oh! i am on a boat today
but we are not at sea are we
no we are on land.
there is still sky and it is
still raining!
i am not the man with the
animals on my boat
i am not the woman either
i am a little goat
and i am hungry for
your shirt today give
me a nibble yum
little goats like to jump
and frolic i can do that here
the boat rocks to me
jumping. Oh the passers-by
do not know how
splendid it is to be
me today! They are
busy with the rain.
i am not the kind of
goat that gives milk,
let's put it that way.
o i am a man-goat jumping
i am not unlike pan
with his pipes
in the rain! i am singing
to you i am telling you!
Go have fun today!
i am rocking my little
boat! You are listening to
me! The little goat! Go out
and play!

i am a gigantic black snakes
i have electric blue eyes
i am very bad
i have no venom
but i have a big stinger :-P

a joke

a dream

this life

a scheme!

do I smell a pickle? 

are those grapes? 

I know this is a gift

for me 

I love horses 

and you

a man 

says the word

kickapoo

life is a dream

about a horse

who eats a 

grape and 

dies of 

course

i am a necklace of bluest beads
but you dropped me in the river and
i went down stream and now i am in the
ocean and a fish is looking at me!

it has a goatee
it is sitting next to me

if i were a frog
under a pad
in a lake
i would be ugly
and gross and i
would not pick me
up

i would be afraid of me
afraid of hurting me
and of getting warts
and of my weird eyes
that do not look at me
and know who i am
that i am good.

i suppose i would hop
and swim so well
and hide away from
me under the lily pad
forever and i would leave
me alone there and so
we wouldnt disturb us
good girls no longer

feed the baby
change the baby

im the damn baby and im wet

haha im too wet to burn
and so you'll have to leave me
right here

numb like a big log
call me capitan
i fell down awhile ago
now i am wet
and green and
have a mushroom
you can eat
call me capitan
i cant feel it when you
sit on me and im
too damn wet to burn

i was wearing a robe
and the lava touched the robe
and my face was on fire
my face was the sky
it was crazy

i was a dog
i was crazy

last night

i am a


i dreamed that my kimono was on fire
your damn dog bit me

fire is a plug your dog is a pug

my kimono is green the air is blue
i love you

i am a prince
medicine inside and
outside me all over
my body
it's water i love it
i don't have to be rich

i am behind a mountain
o i poke my out from behind the mountain
o i see you
haha i am a  cloud today
in the sky

tomorrow i am a lightning bolt
and i poke my eye all the way down
maybe i hit you
haha

the next day i am a drop of
rain and i fall on to the ocean
i make a mist
then i settle down
and go all the way to the bottom where
it is dark and i am cold

haha i close my eye there and
what i dream i dream of you

im thristy im hungry
i know love
i love tea
it burns me
i talk there
they say i use my toungue
is on fire
my mouth is a baby
it asks for
it gets it
it cries out
it's burning my
face is on
fire i cant smell
your feet
are on my chest youre
asking to rub them
i cant though my
hands are not there
where are they
i think they're
be hind me
like sunset like
demons be hind
me and i just keep
going without
them and doing
without my
los manos without my
friends

plumb
in the desert
im inside a crack in
the earth
the plates come find me
i come find me
im missing
my foot
my foot is
a lizard i cant
find it my sandal
is burning
the smell of the
sweetness
the teat
is on fire
it loves me
it calls me it
is soft i love
that about it
i will die
of thirst

please dont touch me
please hang aroud
please bathe liek
the little guy
did in the bucket
please scald
please pink soap
please small sponge
that i cut from a
big sponge

i beg to be inside
forest
maybe i
am already in one

desert
bitch
again

evergreen
mist

oh mary
big room 

oh mary
all the gold
already in my room

do what my father did

my hands my back
im not nobility

the strawberries were small there
one day you had a leaf
and another you gave me a present
of a rock
when my brother wasnt looking

my mother is never looking
and my father doesnt have to
i am a virgin



where are my flowers

down on my knees
like a worm in the rain
down on my knees
like 50 women

i never killed a man

and my foot planted on the ground
unlike a flower with its roots

and my body carved upon

my god forgive you of your sins
because i cannot cannot

ok i spat in the river
that because it is running fast
i must stay.

my darling do not judge me
because i like to dance with my own dead body

at me
and my names
my pleasure and my pain
God's eyes
and mine are the same
perfect th ings

no more silver.


cup that holds no water



i fill my room with gold

they kill me

slaughter

cup and stick
breast and dick
tools of magic man
tools of common man
tools of mama too

ah, genie
give me one
for I have
sinn

all
oh over me calico mountain
cherry trees on it
and the light goes out
I begin to speak

an old bible that's better
an old bell that's better
rings like it's rung before
gown that i've worn before
hole in the ground
before