Whats mine today 

Or whats been mine

After that was, or during

What ocean was?

What trip had

And me in what dress

What woman you had 

He had then which

Which was i

That night 

Whose leg i

My

Own hand my own bed

I hold my own foot in my 

Own dress and my own

Blanket while you own 

What girl

X

What broke if

I made it

What stank if

I bathed it

 X

X

Mirror it on one side has no light 

Mirror on one side it is you

Lake under it   is black

And on top it  is the moon

Which then do i wear tonight

When he takes me rowing

Ill wear the one I made myself

In the dark we're going

X

That girl and her 

Me and my rabbit 

My castle my rat my 

Dont you dare

My fort and my knife and 

You can go and i will

       for this cause and keep my 

X

Because it's over and over again and im

And my mind im over and over again until

Im tired and my hands turn it like 

Soap in the bath but over and over again this time yields one skien to love you one skien to love me and im doing my best to love you to love you to love me

X 

Because my leg and then u saw me

My face and then you looked away you on me

My own thing and then im my thing 

Your thing because i am thing i was thing

Now my thing because i said so

 but then you said so and i say so 

look i am so such 

just because one thing i just am 

but other that is other

Look under it is one thing you'll see

im like you like me

X 

Maybe it got made of marble maybe ashes mabye fog 

The fact is that he sculpted it 

A statue of a rumor of a 

Person who I was

When I was

(Have i known pain?

If I have

was it is?

Do you know it too and if you did?)

Maybe fog, I did

(written for a project by Marina Contro)

licorice root

When fire comes it is fast

And you cant find the water

You call on the girl

To dance with it she’ll

Dance with it

She likes fire she is

So sweet with  plain black eyes

She kills the morning kills the night

Her  twelve fingers finding poison filling

Your cup up propping your head up

Your lips wont be dry

She says lets sing together

I love  you

And the fire dies

Knees knees dirty knees

Salty jeoffrey save me please

Kindred souls

We knew it by 

The time we both had 

Same order that night

You know me 

Im texting you

YouRe calling me 

Im on the side

No reception

Modern day 

Heaven hell coven maven

Light the hay

Call me by my 

English name, 

My life is not 

A Freaking 

Game

Nobody wants 

To hear about

Voter turnout

About my monologue 

I am a monolith

A ten foot goliath 

All made of head at that island 

I am made of head

Secret disclaimer

My body is underground

An alien put it there 

Once when they touched down

Im a small statue life size if you please

Somebody sculpted me 

Down on my knees

And im made of wood

And im by the ocean 

And im floating away

Come find me 

Come floating

Come sail away

I am a locket you wear around your neck

Lose the key for me 

And I'm dead

Jolly come save me 

Im floating on air 

You cant miss me 

Just go down that street

And turn at the corner of mayhem 

And pluster 

ThereS a big house then an ally then a bluff

Im in the bluff. 

Folding my termites

They grew when i 

Dug myself up 

And changed into driftwood

Threw the locket in the sea

Swallowed the key

Come here

Carve me out of stone 

Or make me into a bronze

I want to be so you'd buy me in a 

Museum auction

Put me on the block

Jelly im rocking this fast talking man

Ill fetch a penny before the night ends

Night is over. 

Morning is a bubble in a balloon in a shell

When i get out of it 

Ill be a brand new girl 

Like tinkerbell or erewan

Ill be the queen of all the swans

Mutely brutes 

Ill live among them sing them songs

And if i see you coming 

Ill dive into the pond.

plural, me
day witchita
no reason, or
heart here all the time
stay in witchita
my home,
license plate reads
-the waking state.
inner ear listens to
what you leave out
- hemingway
whose name i spell wrong
freud, oedipa
but say,
what if nothing is wrong?
we
witchita women
dream by ourselves
wyoming, plural, me.,
i place i love and sounds
like, a place, id like to be
-gun in the house,
when there is ,
i always
know where it is.
when im hiding a thought,
things are the same,
one eye of my brain.
-and the other eye, with my
hands doing things,
as they would could together,
the lazy one remembers,
what times forgotten
madeline, cookie tin,
cowboy song. ;
-while the working one
walks on,
down the promenade
esplanade, a
duel ; ten steps; turn,
kablooie>
streets of laredo,
topeka, kathmandu...
-no, ha
ill try /and
stay here /for/ yall
pick up the marbles
shells from bullets
snake skin
turtle shell,
healthy, regular regression
happens when you
wake up every day
same tree to greet
same prayer to pray
-imagine one day
that tree gives fruit
bite in to it
center theres
you,
a worm from the past
came knocked gainst your lips
caught you wide open, aghast.
-love me now
-no need for potions
-you're ready for me
-eat me
your eye rolls forward
and the left hand unfurls
clenched for ten20 years
and in it a pearl
-eat me i am a pearl
- eat me im you
-when you
-were a girl
.....witchita woman dreams all night
of corn fields and sunsets, of
dimsum and rice
of a road that gets paved and unpaved
a road in a circle,
a road to a grave
where you drive down the block
-memory lane
-plane jane
-purple rain
-psychic pain
-home again
when it's that time of year
and the pumpkins rot
the girls in the fields
with fires burning hot are my cheeks
and cold is my back
spit the pearl out
and never look back
-just kidding i would never do that
witchita person
climbing the stairs
hands with eyes
with i dont cares
sunsetnight
and next times
too
-if i sell the gun
-i can kill the snake
-with my shoe.

Men Sin
Romulus did Remus did
Both the
Wild at heart the boy at heart and
The thing in my chest.,..”.Hello Boys …”
Because blah blah sweet warm and what A
She-wolf she bit me  and from that  inside me ive scarred and  her breasts six and
Me in the middle but
Devil says Sin can save me
My hand holds the branch  that I took off the tree
and in me my breastplate Im holding my breath-plate-platter
Not    now spitting upon it
Inside me a stone-plate till the branch breaks it  bam
a nice break
And outside me and i sweat out
That girl in me      lies down
My blood flows  outside me
That sin in me breaks  her and I break out
Sweating what was her whats outside
Not inside what’s not in my head
No surging fountain  i killed her
And not
Not vixen
Men Sin







When fire comes it is fast
And you cant find the water
You call on the girl
To dance with it she’ll
Dance with it
She likes fire she is
So sweet with  plain black eyes
She kills the morning kills the night
Her  twelve fingers finding poison filling
Your cup up propping your head up
Your lips wont be dry
She says lets sing together
I love  you
And the fire dies






Green ivy.  he and green snake under the peony.
Bitter cold morning... lemon tea
Blood blood moon in the sky
Last night.
No pain .
Ill keep the girl ill protect the girl
Water washes the leaves into the gutter…
Red one one side and white on the back and
Piles of how they fell and
How the wind blew them
Broken up and i think
Im a saint.


A LITTLE HOT A LITTLE DRY PALM SPRINGS
RED HAIR GINGER GIRL ARIEL THE MERMAID POOL   A LITTLE DIP
POOL SPLASHES OUT DRIES OUT IN THE SUN
ITS THE NEXT MORNING AND THE MIM-OSA MAKES SO
I WONT THRO W UP GOD IS A MIMOSA MY FACE ON THE WET TOWEL   DAZE
IT IS ME DIVING IN THE POOL IT IS THE POOL WATER
THAT IS NOW ALL OVER THE POOL DECK DRYING IN THE DESERT IT
IS THAT MORNING IN VAIL WITH HIM  THAT IT DIDNT WORK OUT PEARLS IN THE SNOW I  
CARRY IN MY BELLY AS I
BELLY FLOP HOT DRY DAY IN CALI BABY CALI BABY
BREATHE BABY WE ARE GOING UP WE ARE TAKING OFF OUR CLOTHES WE ARE
A FUZZY NAVEL HAIR OF THE DOG 1OAM FOR GET HIM.

Whats mine today 

Or whats been mine

After that was, or during

What ocean was?

What trip had

And me in what dress

What woman you had 

He had then which

Which was i

That night 

Whose leg i

My

Own hand my own bed

I hold my own foot in my 

Own dress and my own

Blanket while you own 

What girl

X

What broke if

I made it

What stank if

I bathed it

 X

What person called who pretty 

What is that if 

Hes gone

I am that and

Hes gone 

X

Mirror it on one side has no light 

Mirror on one side it is you

Lake under it   is black

And on top it  is the moon

Which then do i wear tonight

When he takes me rowing

Ill wear the one I made myself

In the dark we're going

X

Dress that he can see right through

Dress that he can feel through

Coz that know im not a woman

But a person that can feel too

X

That girl and her 

Me and my rabbit 

My castle my rat my 

Dont you dare

My fort and my knife and 

You can go and i will

       for this cause and keep my 

X

Because it's over and over again and im

And my mind im over and over again until

Im tired and my hands turn it like 

Soap in the bath but over and over again this time yields one skien to love you one skien to love me and im doing my best to love you to love you to love me

X 

Because my leg and then u saw me

My face and then you looked away you on me

My own thing and then im my thing 

Your thing because i am thing i was thing

Now my thing because i said so

 but then you said so and i say so 

look i am so such 

just because one thing i just am 

but other that is other

Look under it is one thing you'll see

im like you like me

X 

Maybe it got made of marble maybe ashes mabye fog 

The fact is that he sculpted it 

A statue of a rumor of a 

Person who I was

When I was

(Have i known pain?

If I have

was it his?

Do you know it too and if you did?

Maybe fog, I did

April Poems

PURPLE ROYAL COLOR

I am in the sky tonight
Im inside your arms
My two feet doing things
That my heroes did before and
I am trying to be good
But im royal at the core
Abs power corrupts absolutely
And its purple and musky at the core
And I'll let you know me maybe
I will dab my nose with the kerchief
The purple kerchief is my shirt over my heart
Maybe I'll move right
Tomato plant grows right behave right smell right im bad girl allright ill be good again
There are two mirrors and they tell me different things i look in them then I forget to then
Let myself love a little like music a little
Let myself wiggle a little do wrong all day
Let it slip away time flies
Im
Away and only sometimes i touch down
I am an airplane landing on this runway now
It touches now it is in the air again im nervous and my stomach in my lungs and my heart in my mouth and then i get ahold and im ok im touching down
The good fight good fight
With myself in purple gloves and purple shorts and sweat and tan and in the ring im up and im down and he whispers in my ear go get em champ and the mouthguard in my teeth and my spit running down my chin and my throat and im fighting to be here im a fighter jet an airplane grab the tiller crash the nosedive navy seal air force commando girl girl boy boy prince king Ace Magician Fool Dog Father Friend Mentor Doctor Surgeon Hang Man
Then away again is it down touching down when i
Is it down when i
Lay inside your arms and i am away inside your arms in the sky
Am i down from the sky?

BUNNY

I am a little different than i used to be my my big ears my round tail
I wash my hands and run my hands over my hands and I dry my hands and I clean
The corners of my house down on my knees and I dont like to look back anymore and I am not ready to move forward yet I'll stay on the ground on my knees alright I'll dream tonight about the wise man I saw with the outfit and about the way he might
Furnish me furnish me
No I'll furnish myself and I'll work hard and I'll make the calls and maintain the
I'm good at this thing I like my napkins fresh and folded I like to make dinner for you I love to host I like to play I'm totally a geisha Im a playboy bunny I dont need need I do need something I'm not getting
where
maybe
I'm living
Fabulously
Maybe the fabulous life I need is in Los Angeles in Spain in Bangla in Rus am I
Where my heart sings? In which country am I at home, really👁  what is home, really  a hole  how is morocco is it alright?        Alone alone         I did it wrong I must be alone rabbit rabbit lay down with your eyes open and your legs sprawled out and hop to the side when startled i startled hop aside and you go go go ahead and then you are far ahead and I'm laying on my front with my hands clasped at my heart and my legs sprawled out on the grass or bed and I am looking to my side waiting for things to come on me to turn right on me im very still waiting for things to go right turn right on me i guess im washing my hands and im in my hands and im drinking the water and ill taste the soap to wash all i did wrong my no regrets my strategy and lack thereof my stairs to climb my own little rabbit path im on a little rabbit path going through the woods my rabbit hole with the corners clean im laying down in it with eyes wide shut my butt is up my tail is fluff im waiting here inside my hole my eyes are wide shut i did it wrong im waiting for i need something i know not what

HUMAN BLOOD

im going to talk about the
Brown stain the faded light brown stain
That blood leaves on
My skip skiip skip to my lou
My little green box
I tied with a string
To keep whats inside safe for you

Me making nice with you
And what is inside the box
And the stain that wont go away but the pleasure of sheets the pleasure of sheets on my skin my present of rocks of little colored rocks in a box with a string itsa ring i love yu my soft stains on my sheets and I even used bleach and he said once how the necklace
Broke in the bed and looking for the beads
And finding all the beads put it back together again and put it back on her neck his queen all that time looking through and sifting through wrinkles in sheets shiny seed blue glass beads half hole theyre half hole and i found them all and the gifts of love and the lights are off and theres dirt in the bed and hes hitting the bed hes cleaning it off hes getting the dirt off the bed hes so good to me im made of seeds and ended up in the sheets and im upside down and all around and just as soft with the lights off my small little box my small colored rocks my little seed beads im tied with a string im stains stains mcgee im old tired blood im reminding you you i remembering to you im blood blood blood

the bounty the
eggs that he left
in the cave before he
ascended and me in the meadow at
night with my breast
to the moon my mother
she lives inside me
inside my belly i'm woman
im holding the eggs that he
left me in daylight it
burns me the sun on my
back and i'm tending the
chickens they've hatched
and they love the meadow
they have grown fat
and they'll give me
more eggs and when night comes
and i'm with the moon
he's left me in sunshine
with chickens lord's bounty
im healthy i lay down my breasts
press the meadow my back to
the moon and i lay here
i have all 
lord's bounty and the
sun and the moon 

My legs are four and strong and black
I smell sweet and my sweat upon me is
I walk alone across green pastures
I am a stallion and my only foe
The Steer in the clouds.
I will lasso the moon I am a man
I will lasso the stars I will hog-tie the stars
I will wrestle the steer in the clouds
I will feast tonight on my victories 
I walk across the green pastures and
It is spring which turns to fall and
The pastures grow yellow grow brown
But I am black four legs I'm a stallion
Alone with my hands I will lasso the moon I will
Reach the ocean I will reach the mountain
I have crossed the desert I am not alone I
Have green pastures I drink from the river
The stars fall upon me (i lasso the moon) I do wish on them for love 
I am not afraid of love

my name is jesus
and I am a cowgirl
im in the river
tonight
the sun is setting
the clouds are fat
and i cant feel my legs
they are numb in my jeans
in the river that is
ice and up to my waist and
my horse is drinking
and i'm barely breathing
the sun is setting
and i'm in the river
i'm not wearin a shirt
but my name is jesus and
i am a cowgirl and my horse is
drinking and i'm in the river
and i'm half naked
i can't feel my legs in my jeans
in the river that came
down from the glacier
the sun is setting
my horse is thirsty she's drinking
i am a cowgirl

she rode a horse down to the river

rode down into the river 

paid the boat man

lives in other-land

she's my left hand

hi
disobedience killed the girl and right before i cut my self i am an elf i cut my self all from my eye down to my thigh im three feet high im jingle bells a present for it  im bad men smells i hate the men ive laid an egg out from my cut down from my eye it screams for me it creams in it im santa's girl make presents for it delivered to it it listened to me   see me   i cut myself             im dis  obedient
now stroke the wand       cadabra it     zing zing      i am the girl the elf the girl she is the girl             sit girl down girl
stay

I Fell

Oh Pluto,
God of Forgetting

I'll Meet You

Some Back Road
Some Person
Some Day







I am him
I'm Pluto
I'm little
I'm cold and
I'm chocolate
I'm king of hades
I'm a dog
All woman
All god












Pluto hit earth and made the moon
god of all forgetting god and muse of love that rocks the seas that makes me bleed and the shark comes and bites off my leg and I survive and I swim and sing and I kiss you if I get the chance and I'll swallow when I get the chance I drew the seventh wand
today I stand alone i trust the fire in my groin in my heart in my eyes in my faith in my fate in my father in the fact that I will have a son and the sun will rise from his forehead and  his name will be Pluto and my name is Pluto and I bark

i have powers
rule the sea
it parts it
lays down with me
kiss my feet
sea she love me
sing  me song
give me dinner
steal my sarong
love her
blue eye love
her moods
sea she loves me
love her too

my skeleton is black
not like yours
my heart is black
and fucked a corpse
i hate your mom
i hate your dad
i'm in the ground
and i am mad


i am a ghost
i am a bitch
i cause a wail
i cause an itch
i make you cold
in the night
i run my fingers
down your spine
i eat my fingers


i hate the day
i hate the night
ill give you hell
ill give you spite
i am a ghost
ill kill you dead
im very mad
and very dead
my skin has shed.


i have some habits
i have some skills
i have some free time
i have to kill.
i have a baby
deep inside
i have a mouse
with poop inside


i have a purpose
i have desire.

i'm on fire

warm is covered in feathers
warm is covered in toast
warm is three feet high
and is like a little ghost

warm is like my father
like my mother too
warm lives in the ground
and someday I will too

warm is like a billy goat
it dances while it baas
it tells me the future
while it eats my bras

the future is a warm toad
the future does not squirm
i am your future and
i am a little worm

i am a squirrel
i run i run
i hide a nut
i dont like you
i dont like
your dog
i hide a nut
i run
i eat
i go to sleep
i die in
my sleep
im a skel eton
i hate your mom
i hate your dad
i ate a nut
its still intact
i fucked your cat
i fucked your dog
im a squirrel
ghost
my name is
your own

a worm is like a naked person
a worm is like a naked mole rat
i am a worm who knows
where my heart's at
o i know where my hole's at
mortal combat
little wombat
like a tomcat
crying loud

worms are green
worms are blue
worms have
parties too


they are free
they cost money


worms are good
because god made them
fishes like them too
i like worms because
i know them
just like i know you

my dog is like a little worm
who follows me around
she has a friend his name is
worm and he always has a frown
he lives in the ground
i have a problem i have worms
i cannot tell a lie
i got them when i ate the ground
but then i ate the sky

my doggie is like a person
completely made of gold
she is like a memory
and wears the softest clothes
she likes to drink and swim
and play just like a little kid
she is a person she has skin
and likes it when i sin

my worm is like
a family member
very sweet and asks
no questions of me

my worm is like
the moon
its always there

my worm is warm
it stays here
with me
wiggles sometimes
so i know it there


my family calls me
sometimes
my family calls me
worm
my family is a nickname
i gave to my
game
ill learn some day
ill know their names


inside of me i hear
a secret from long and far ago
it tells me that im in the ground
and not a boy or girl
i dont have eyes i cannot see
it tells me that im blind
it tells me that the dirt
tastes good and eat it and don't whine

i get struck im now in two
then im mating with myself
i am two worms im  in the ground
im a little like an elf

im an elf i work for santa
making toys for you
i have white hair and pointy ears
and pointy shoes

i have hammers i have tools
i play the piccolo

i call your name
i play a game
i poke her and she curls

my worm she likes you
she dances well
here on a rainy day
her brothers sisters
everywhere
 confetti
 wedding
 day

my mom is a tree and
your mom is a tree
and there are dogs barking
up them and there are coons
up in there treed and i was
inside my mom once like an
owl maybe is now and there are birds
dancing her fingers around
and mice in her toes underground
and she sings in the wind my mom and
someday lighting will strike her
and the whole forest will
burn down and maybe your mother is
the same forest i dont know
maybe she fell down and nobody
heard that she didn't make one
sound we cant be sure
but the foxes will run out and all
the birds will fly away when the fi
re comes after the lightning strikes
there will be clouds at some point
i was a cloud at one point
a cloud at gun point
my friend is like a shoe
and she was bad and now she got
better and when im outside id
prefer to have my foot inside of her
im inside of her 

my mom is a tree and i am a
bug running up and down her
trunk and i do not get stuck in
the sap! she is a beauty
her bark
it smells so good
there is lots of food
oh no
today i am inside a
cocoon ao ao ao
today i have given
birth to myself
i am a butterfly i must eat
my mother is a tree
but i gave birth
to myself and
now i must eat her
leaves my mother!
no i must dance.
i dance i dance
it rains i hide
my mother took
so long to grow and
i will die tomorrow
nothing of my blue
lives to be too
old
oh my gosh i am
laying eggs i am
dead a person
has put a pin
in my head.
my mother is a
tree and tomorrow
she's a fire and
the next day shes
a pretty shade of
black and then
she kept someone warm
and next she's in the air
and i was in the air
before i am a butterfly

when i was little i
danced on grandmas feet
now if i go to her grave
i can dance on her whole
body what is a field of
grass now and though it
turns into other things
it never ends and i
never will ever stop
dancing on her body

mom the field of grass
is not ending
and i am a fool
for it

you only start fires
underneath very
large trees
with very large
trunks and very thick
bark that curves all
around and i watch
how it curves.

i am a blonde girl
in the sunshine today
in the shade though
under a big tree...
i am starting a fire
i have been in the creek
today
i saw my father
from far away
i do not eat
anything that
would stain my
white dress
ever 

oh! i am on a boat today
but we are not at sea are we
no we are on land.
there is still sky and it is
still raining!
i am not the man with the
animals on my boat
i am not the woman either
i am a little goat
and i am hungry for
your shirt today give
me a nibble yum
little goats like to jump
and frolic i can do that here
the boat rocks to me
jumping. Oh the passers-by
do not know how
splendid it is to be
me today! They are
busy with the rain.
i am not the kind of
goat that gives milk,
let's put it that way.
o i am a man-goat jumping
i am not unlike pan
with his pipes
in the rain! i am singing
to you i am telling you!
Go have fun today!
i am rocking my little
boat! You are listening to
me! The little goat! Go out
and play!

i am a gigantic black snakes
i have electric blue eyes
i am very bad
i have no venom
but i have a big stinger :-P

a joke

a dream

this life

a scheme!

do I smell a pickle? 

are those grapes? 

I know this is a gift

for me 

I love horses 

and you

a man 

says the word

kickapoo

life is a dream

about a horse

who eats a 

grape and 

dies of 

course

i am a necklace of bluest beads
but you dropped me in the river and
i went down stream and now i am in the
ocean and a fish is looking at me!

it has a goatee
it is sitting next to me

if i were a frog
under a pad
in a lake
i would be ugly
and gross and i
would not pick me
up

i would be afraid of me
afraid of hurting me
and of getting warts
and of my weird eyes
that do not look at me
and know who i am
that i am good.

i suppose i would hop
and swim so well
and hide away from
me under the lily pad
forever and i would leave
me alone there and so
we wouldnt disturb us
good girls no longer

feed the baby
change the baby

im the damn baby and im wet

haha im too wet to burn
and so you'll have to leave me
right here

numb like a big log
call me capitan
i fell down awhile ago
now i am wet
and green and
have a mushroom
you can eat
call me capitan
i cant feel it when you
sit on me and im
too damn wet to burn

i was wearing a robe
and the lava touched the robe
and my face was on fire
my face was the sky
it was crazy

i was a dog
i was crazy

last night

i am a


i dreamed that my kimono was on fire
your damn dog bit me

fire is a plug your dog is a pug

my kimono is green the air is blue
i love you

i am a prince
medicine inside and
outside me all over
my body
it's water i love it
i don't have to be rich

i am behind a mountain
o i poke my out from behind the mountain
o i see you
haha i am a  cloud today
in the sky

tomorrow i am a lightning bolt
and i poke my eye all the way down
maybe i hit you
haha

the next day i am a drop of
rain and i fall on to the ocean
i make a mist
then i settle down
and go all the way to the bottom where
it is dark and i am cold

haha i close my eye there and
what i dream i dream of you

im thristy im hungry
i know love
i love tea
it burns me
i talk there
they say i use my toungue
is on fire
my mouth is a baby
it asks for
it gets it
it cries out
it's burning my
face is on
fire i cant smell
your feet
are on my chest youre
asking to rub them
i cant though my
hands are not there
where are they
i think they're
be hind me
like sunset like
demons be hind
me and i just keep
going without
them and doing
without my
los manos without my
friends

plumb
in the desert
im inside a crack in
the earth
the plates come find me
i come find me
im missing
my foot
my foot is
a lizard i cant
find it my sandal
is burning
the smell of the
sweetness
the teat
is on fire
it loves me
it calls me it
is soft i love
that about it
i will die
of thirst

please dont touch me
please hang aroud
please bathe liek
the little guy
did in the bucket
please scald
please pink soap
please small sponge
that i cut from a
big sponge

i beg to be inside
forest
maybe i
am already in one

desert
bitch
again

evergreen
mist

oh mary
big room 

oh mary
all the gold
already in my room

do what my father did

my hands my back
im not nobility

the strawberries were small there
one day you had a leaf
and another you gave me a present
of a rock
when my brother wasnt looking

my mother is never looking
and my father doesnt have to
i am a virgin



where are my flowers