do what my father did

my hands my back
im not nobility

the strawberries were small there
one day you had a leaf
and another you gave me a present
of a rock
when my brother wasnt looking

my mother is never looking
and my father doesnt have to
i am a virgin



where are my flowers

down on my knees
like a worm in the rain
down on my knees
like 50 women

i never killed a man

and my foot planted on the ground
unlike a flower with its roots

and my body carved upon

my god forgive you of your sins
because i cannot cannot

ok i spat in the river
that because it is running fast
i must stay.

my darling do not judge me
because i like to dance with my own dead body

at me
and my names
my pleasure and my pain
God's eyes
and mine are the same
perfect th ings

no more silver.


cup that holds no water



i fill my room with gold

they kill me

slaughter

cup and stick
breast and dick
tools of magic man
tools of common man
tools of mama too

ah, genie
give me one
for I have
sinn

all
oh over me calico mountain
cherry trees on it
and the light goes out
I begin to speak

an old bible that's better
an old bell that's better
rings like it's rung before
gown that i've worn before
hole in the ground
before

deep in my own dream
wringing my water hands
in a strange gown

Valley low enough
Of the dolls

Duck in a wet field,
Taking care of itself

Whole hill by the seashore
Frogs by the sea shore
Jump in the sea shore

You are good.
We are brave, always.

The teacher was reading.
The reaper was reaping.

Hail the dark clouds, son
For they bring rain.

Rote a wheel
Every day i went to the market
Found a flower
And gave it to you

Every day i went to the market
And bought a new dress
Bought a new shoe
Listened to you
Kept myself clean
Began to sing
Did everything wrong

What song

And the fire!
There she blows

Overboard!
The Rose.

big boys there
all over the hill
with all different flowers
all different flowers

my big bag with feathers
my white gown
I wear every day
me, ready. 

sing a song over and over
will i have power, someday?

think a thought over and over
lord, will i be free?

deny and deny
for so long
and then open and purge
for stale bread

bright star
scary lou
little wee
little mee, too

older
and better too

to ask again and again
and then to find

dry flat frogs
what holy confetti
ah ocean water
brown with dirt
what holy champagne

because of how I held my purse
they had to turn away

the king ordered

the statue smelled of piss

all is right in cloudy sky
i cannot feel the rain

like it was
bombed
and bombed
my town
until the rat
and the cockroach
only
and all my belongings

after taking it
ah I kneel

after knowing it
ah i kneel

with knees wet with mud
with hands wet with water

help me help me
father father

i learn to worship properly
on each altar
on your altar on her altar
on altar of the virgin on the
altar of the rose

on a craft haha
on a ship
haha three sheets
and all my treasure
on the water in the wind

follow me albatross
lead me sweet masthead
strike me sweet lightning
sweet poseidon
spare me no
more

sweet stork singing
bring me a present
sweet protien

he behaves
shows me he can
he's a man

bad boy
run slow
smell that
and that
look there
hate me hate me

i don´t want your love
big pink rosebush i stumbled on

smelled so good i had to stop
anymore

candy in the wind and
every day after that
i was only your friend
to the rat that ate
with its tung like a cat
liek a fish in the dark

the forest like a fish so well behaved
all over like a fish
all over the river
and through the woods
ah sweet spawning salmon

good forest
has horses
and roses too

why a forest filled with flowers
why trees like these
and only horses
symbols of centaurs


only forest filled