April Poems
PURPLE ROYAL COLOR
Im inside your arms
My two feet doing things
That my heroes did before and
I am trying to be good
But im royal at the core
Abs power corrupts absolutely
And its purple and musky at the core
And I'll let you know me maybe
I will dab my nose with the kerchief
The purple kerchief is my shirt over my heart
Maybe I'll move right
Tomato plant grows right behave right smell right im bad girl allright ill be good again
There are two mirrors and they tell me different things i look in them then I forget to then
Let myself love a little like music a little
Let myself wiggle a little do wrong all day
Let it slip away time flies
Im
Away and only sometimes i touch down
I am an airplane landing on this runway now
It touches now it is in the air again im nervous and my stomach in my lungs and my heart in my mouth and then i get ahold and im ok im touching down
The good fight good fight
With myself in purple gloves and purple shorts and sweat and tan and in the ring im up and im down and he whispers in my ear go get em champ and the mouthguard in my teeth and my spit running down my chin and my throat and im fighting to be here im a fighter jet an airplane grab the tiller crash the nosedive navy seal air force commando girl girl boy boy prince king Ace Magician Fool Dog Father Friend Mentor Doctor Surgeon Hang Man
Then away again is it down touching down when i
Is it down when i
Lay inside your arms and i am away inside your arms in the sky
Am i down from the sky?
BUNNY
I am a little different than i used to be my my big ears my round tail
I wash my hands and run my hands over my hands and I dry my hands and I clean
The corners of my house down on my knees and I dont like to look back anymore and I am not ready to move forward yet I'll stay on the ground on my knees alright I'll dream tonight about the wise man I saw with the outfit and about the way he might
Furnish me furnish me
No I'll furnish myself and I'll work hard and I'll make the calls and maintain the
I'm good at this thing I like my napkins fresh and folded I like to make dinner for you I love to host I like to play I'm totally a geisha Im a playboy bunny I dont need need I do need something I'm not getting
where
maybe
I'm living
Fabulously
Maybe the fabulous life I need is in Los Angeles in Spain in Bangla in Rus am I
Where my heart sings? In which country am I at home, really👁 what is home, really a hole how is morocco is it alright? Alone alone I did it wrong I must be alone rabbit rabbit lay down with your eyes open and your legs sprawled out and hop to the side when startled i startled hop aside and you go go go ahead and then you are far ahead and I'm laying on my front with my hands clasped at my heart and my legs sprawled out on the grass or bed and I am looking to my side waiting for things to come on me to turn right on me im very still waiting for things to go right turn right on me i guess im washing my hands and im in my hands and im drinking the water and ill taste the soap to wash all i did wrong my no regrets my strategy and lack thereof my stairs to climb my own little rabbit path im on a little rabbit path going through the woods my rabbit hole with the corners clean im laying down in it with eyes wide shut my butt is up my tail is fluff im waiting here inside my hole my eyes are wide shut i did it wrong im waiting for i need something i know not what
I wash my hands and run my hands over my hands and I dry my hands and I clean
The corners of my house down on my knees and I dont like to look back anymore and I am not ready to move forward yet I'll stay on the ground on my knees alright I'll dream tonight about the wise man I saw with the outfit and about the way he might
Furnish me furnish me
No I'll furnish myself and I'll work hard and I'll make the calls and maintain the
I'm good at this thing I like my napkins fresh and folded I like to make dinner for you I love to host I like to play I'm totally a geisha Im a playboy bunny I dont need need I do need something I'm not getting
where
maybe
I'm living
Fabulously
Maybe the fabulous life I need is in Los Angeles in Spain in Bangla in Rus am I
Where my heart sings? In which country am I at home, really👁 what is home, really a hole how is morocco is it alright? Alone alone I did it wrong I must be alone rabbit rabbit lay down with your eyes open and your legs sprawled out and hop to the side when startled i startled hop aside and you go go go ahead and then you are far ahead and I'm laying on my front with my hands clasped at my heart and my legs sprawled out on the grass or bed and I am looking to my side waiting for things to come on me to turn right on me im very still waiting for things to go right turn right on me i guess im washing my hands and im in my hands and im drinking the water and ill taste the soap to wash all i did wrong my no regrets my strategy and lack thereof my stairs to climb my own little rabbit path im on a little rabbit path going through the woods my rabbit hole with the corners clean im laying down in it with eyes wide shut my butt is up my tail is fluff im waiting here inside my hole my eyes are wide shut i did it wrong im waiting for i need something i know not what
HUMAN BLOOD
im going to talk about the
Brown stain the faded light brown stain
That blood leaves on
My skip skiip skip to my lou
My little green box
I tied with a string
To keep whats inside safe for you
Me making nice with you
And what is inside the box
And the stain that wont go away but the pleasure of sheets the pleasure of sheets on my skin my present of rocks of little colored rocks in a box with a string itsa ring i love yu my soft stains on my sheets and I even used bleach and he said once how the necklace
Broke in the bed and looking for the beads
And finding all the beads put it back together again and put it back on her neck his queen all that time looking through and sifting through wrinkles in sheets shiny seed blue glass beads half hole theyre half hole and i found them all and the gifts of love and the lights are off and theres dirt in the bed and hes hitting the bed hes cleaning it off hes getting the dirt off the bed hes so good to me im made of seeds and ended up in the sheets and im upside down and all around and just as soft with the lights off my small little box my small colored rocks my little seed beads im tied with a string im stains stains mcgee im old tired blood im reminding you you i remembering to you im blood blood blood
Brown stain the faded light brown stain
That blood leaves on
My skip skiip skip to my lou
My little green box
I tied with a string
To keep whats inside safe for you
Me making nice with you
And what is inside the box
And the stain that wont go away but the pleasure of sheets the pleasure of sheets on my skin my present of rocks of little colored rocks in a box with a string itsa ring i love yu my soft stains on my sheets and I even used bleach and he said once how the necklace
Broke in the bed and looking for the beads
And finding all the beads put it back together again and put it back on her neck his queen all that time looking through and sifting through wrinkles in sheets shiny seed blue glass beads half hole theyre half hole and i found them all and the gifts of love and the lights are off and theres dirt in the bed and hes hitting the bed hes cleaning it off hes getting the dirt off the bed hes so good to me im made of seeds and ended up in the sheets and im upside down and all around and just as soft with the lights off my small little box my small colored rocks my little seed beads im tied with a string im stains stains mcgee im old tired blood im reminding you you i remembering to you im blood blood blood
